Wednesday, April 4, 2001 12:19 a.m.
*looks at the time* Oh dear. Last night, or, to put it correctly, a few hours ago, I attended the graduation ceremony of my sister, playing the part of official camera-person. A little later on, I struck upon some interesting analogies with Card Captor Sakura:
Me=Tomoyo (with the videocam, taping Sakura)
Marielle-imoutochan=Sakura
Marielle's awards=Clow Cards
If you follow this line of thinking, "Noelle is videotaping Marielle getting her awards" would become "Tomoyo is videotaping Sakura getting her Clow Cards". Hehe.
Monday, April 2, 2001 11:00 a.m.
DoctorMegumi.com
*hops up and down in ecstatic joy* DoctorMegumi.com has been updated with a new layout! Go see it! Now!
Saturday, March 31, 2001 04:23 a.m.
Damn... the things one sees early in the morning. I don't know if I'm hallucinating or what, since I haven't had any sleep tonight (papers... damn you stupid groupmates!), but here's what I saw in my search engine referrers list...
how+to+draw+naked+anime+characters
Oi. I may have posted some tantalizing stuff about my Ken layout and Sano, but I never said anything about that!
Oh yeah, I did threaten Sano once that if he didn't stop yapping, I'd make a naked Sano layout. @o@
Sanosuke: See? It's come back to haunt you. So ya better shut up and treat me right. *big smirk*
[DocMegumi balls her fist up and gives Sano the Futae no Kiwami--fox version]
Sanosuke: [flying away] Ororooooo!!!!
Friday, March 30, 2001 02:17 a.m.
I'm just about to go to sleep... but before I do, I'm still totally fascinated by my hits counter. I mean, someone's been searching on Yahoo! and Google for "doctor+megumi+diary". ^.^~ So, what would that mean? That would mean someone remotely knows about my little blog here and would like to see it? Wow... that bloats my ego a little bit more than it usually is.
Oh yeah, to whomever is looking for "sanosuke+megumi+kiss", I'm sorry, but Sano and I kiss in private. ^.^~
Wednesday, March 28, 2001 12:25 a.m.
Just a short entry for Tin, whom I haven't seen lately and doesn't even answer my text messages. x.x So you know, there's a webring named "Pillow Book". So there. ^_^
Sunday, March 25, 2001 08:27 a.m.
Last night, I went to LJ and Cy-niisama's joint birthday party. (I met these two at AnimeXplosion 2000; check out SNAPSHOT for pics of "Tasuki and she-who-brought-him-to-life") Anyway, it wasn't really an anime fan party, like most of the ones I went to last year. It was basically a party for their friends, and me thrown in for good measure. I didn't know anyone, and I didn't have much to talk about. Anyway there were also people there who didn't know anybody (go to Noelle to read my rave about those people), so I had a pretty much even time there, not too bored, not too excited, not too genki (oh that would be scary).
Argh! Oniisama was smoking a cigarette when I left! What kind of impression did that leave on my parents? ^.^~ Oh well. If Tasuki were a real person and lived in this era, I'm sure he'd be smoking too, using his Tessen as a lighter. ^_____^
Thursday, March 22, 2001 06:43 a.m.
If anyone's noticed, I've had a counter at the bottom of this page since, um, two to three days ago? So now I know who comes here... and they're not a numerous bunch. Those who visited, thank you! Mwah!
Special thanks to people who've linked to me from their blogs: Tin, Mikka, Andrael, and Remy.
Tuesday, March 20, 2001 11:34 p.m.
My ISP must be whacked or something because when I view this blog using another ISP, I'm able to load the images. x.x
Well, at least I don't have to move my stuff again.
Tuesday, March 20, 2001 05:45 p.m.
Darn it! Virtue.nu is down! Now I have to find someplace else to store my Pita images! *growl*
Anyway, I've been going through Tin's list of blog links, and through the past two weeks I've seen many various reactions against the anti-yaoi sentiments expressed in other people's webpages.
How do I feel about yaoi, personally? Well, I feel iffy writing it down here, knowing that someday soon someone's going to rant about my non-yaoishness on his/her blog, and I'm just scared about that. People whose opinions are countered by other people are just scary when they want to defend what they believe in.
I'm not stopping anyone from liking yaoi, but my personal preference is that I don't. I feel a certain uneasiness reading about two men falling in love with each other. But aside from that, I avoid yaoi because of my faith.
Other people who are of the same faith may have had different revelations from God, but my personal revelation has been that I shouldn't condone homosexuality. That doesn't mean I don't treat homosexuals as humans; they still are people, and I do have friends who are homosexuals. I just don't approve of their lifestyle choice, but it's not up to me to change them. It's up to God to reveal His will to them, and up to them to change themselves if, and only if they're willing.
[On a side note, someone wrote an essay about the "Open Your Mind, Open Your Heart" slogan that yaoi fans have adopted. I kinda feel that this implies that non-yaoi people like myself have closed minds and closed hearts (although I am fully aware that this might not be the intent of such a statement).]
Personally, I think the whole yaoi/anti-yaoi debate is a pointless deal. People have beliefs they stand by, and it's useless to try to change that, because only they have the power to decide what they want. Maybe we shouldn't take offense so readily at what the other side thinks (whichever side we're on). We should try to be tolerant of other people's beliefs. Hey, we're all human, we're all fallible. Why can't we just get along?
Monday, March 19, 2001 11:21 p.m.
Touga's Pita
Touga used to be a regular at the #pinoy_otaku chatroom on irc.skyinet.net, but she no longer shows up, and it's been a while since I've talked with her (oops, him... but biologically a "her"... it's difficult to explain the #p_o chatroom's propensity for gender ambiguity). The last time I was in #p_o, she was also there, but she left suddenly. Oh well. At least I can stalk her Pita. Hehe.
I've suddenly creeped myself out.
Saturday, March 17, 2001 10:00 a.m.
The Kero Site
Lookie lookie! Kerochan has a Pita! ^_^ It's so cute... but why is he trying to scare people away from the page? Watch that space, people. Sooner or later he's bound to give some juicy tidbits away!
Saturday, March 17, 2001 02:39 a.m.
Heavens... I just committed a little boo-boo. I found Meimi from KFFDisc on ICQ, so I started talking to her about blogs, thinking she was this Meimi. Turns out I had completely forgotten Tin's revelation to me that the Meimi with the meimi.pitas.com URL was from the CCS fandom, and wasn't the same as the KFFDisc Meimi. Turns out the two do know each other anyway (it's a small world), and at least they don't hate each other or I'd want the whole earth to swallow me up in my embarrassment. Note to self: remember that people using assumed names over the internet don't exactly always use unique names. ^.^~
Friday, March 16, 2001 06:21 p.m.
Ne, Tin, fish oil is good! ^_^ Try steaming a tilapia in foil, and then dribble the juices that collect in the foil over rice. Yum! That's fish oil! You don't even need to buy food supplements. Fish fish fish fish fish! @o@ I'm such a fish freak. I love fish. I love it fried, steamed, boiled, roasted, and even raw with lots of wasabi and Kikkoman!
Oh, by the way, Lolo-sama's confused about which blog he should point to when replying to stuff I write about. Hehehe. Serves me right for maintaining another blog aside from this one.
Thursday, March 15, 2001 04:56 p.m.
TheSpark.com
I took the Bitch Test, and the results are posted elsewhere.
Which leads me to thinking about a certain group of cosplayers I know who label themselves The Bitch Council. Said BC are a formidable group of girls who I certainly cannot figure out. I'm not sure if they're really being nice, or if there's some venom lurking behind that pretty smile. Certainly I don't think they like me all that much, but maybe I'm just being too sensitive to other people's vibes.
Then again, I'm probably not bitch enough for them.
Wednesday, March 14, 2001 10:40 a.m.
It's a new layout, definitely. I'm not sure how it reflects my feelings right now, but it's definitely dark and bloody (does it have to do with that time of the month?) and savage. I'm not a Tomoe lover, but the pic was just lying unused and I didn't have any other pics, so there.
I've missed two months' anime screenings already and will be missing the one this coming Saturday. I don't really have that many regrets about it though because my once-raging interest in anime seems to be dying.
Thinking back to when I started liking anime, maybe subconsciously I drove myself towards it because then I'd be sharing the same interests with a lot of other people, and I wouldn't be alone anymore. But now that I've found these companions, I don't think I feel it's quite adequate. Having one common interest is fine, but it gets boring after a while to talk only of one thing because you have nothing else in common.
Don't get me wrong. I still love anime, but I don't feel the urge to be submerged in it all the time. I will watch anime when it's laid before me, but I don't feel the need to look for it. I'm burned out, especially since now I'm shouldering FinCom responsibilities for an anime organization, and anime's no longer fun for me. It's turned out to be work, since I don't like handling money matters. I wish I hadn't taken it on; it's become a thorn in my side, so to speak, and it causes me pain every time I try to move.
Two weeks ago I had a very vivid dream that I was meeting with the executive committee of said org, and to make a long story short, I told them I was quitting.
I wonder if I should do the same in real life?
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